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25.5.09 @ 5:45 PM

SOULMATE

was watching the continuation of my drama again

there's this particular part that caught me

'......if i found my souldmate, i woundnt let go

..........i dont want to regret of doing so'

such phrases, sighs

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was texting with ila and she noted that this year is an awful year

as everone that we know is breaking up, having major relationship problems

whads happening to the world?

Labels: define them

@ 1:59 PM

GIVESYOUHELL

so tell me was everything a mistake

or i have come to realise the truth out of the things we've been through

not even the slightest pity, not even the slightest mind in understanding my situation

so let me just put it this way, that everything was for granted

everything was a simple lie to hide a hurting truth

then you talk bout chances, tell me of what percentage would it make things change?

it dosent even erase the past.

whats best is the seperate lives of you&me

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so to forget my blahblah shyts!

met kikin & off to grandlink to sing me hearts out plus played pool

yeah, been a long time eva since

yes, must admit its kinda awkward at first but hey no matter what we're still friends

Labels: for the things i missout

23.5.09 @ 12:18 PM

SIMPLICITY

yeay!

finally finish gving ma bloggie a new skin

sweet right?

i know(;

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yesterday was a totally boring day

nothing to do at werk and i spent the whole day slacking

watching korean drama at youtube while the boys played their online games

but the great thing was, despite not doing anything

im sill paid(=

not sure whether will be going out today,but i hope to

its a saturday, i dont want to spent my time at home

haiyaaa.

iwanttocutmyhairshort,should i?shouldnt i?

Labels: wakeupcall

22.5.09 @ 10:55 AM

AT THE RIGHT PLACE

was away from work yesterday, got an interview at 0950 hrs

so hows the interview? generally okay but i just can sense that they look down on me

for those who know, you'll now what i mean

but i strongly state my stand that eventhough so, i know how to manage my time

it's not an issue though it is a challenge

& straight after that went to meet love at his place

had breakfast cum lunch and we talk things out cause lately

there's some little shiitttooo

plan to for qian's graduation but it's still early so we watched mooovie

night at the museum two

personally feel that the first one is better

after that headed to tamp for the grad

i felt bad for xinyi cause i can't make it for her ceremony

i was working =( super sorry babe

i bought them some gifts but its at home, the initial plan of gg home

to get the gifts and change clothes was cancled.

had dinner at TP with xinyi and love, design school

its cheap compared to the usual rates at my workplace

coming back to TP reminds me to RP, GOSH i miss school

insyallah if there's extra i plan to take part-time degree?

hee maybe but now i have to concentrate on some other important stuff to prepare forr nxt year

bby buncit!!!!

20.5.09 @ 3:13 PM

KNOCK YOU DOWN

yesterday was hell

thats when all my dreams shattered

& im tramatized by the incident

Labels: storm

18.5.09 @ 4:35 PM

MAKE IT A POINT

last friday was a very bad dae for me

was so stress up with the fam plus all the naggis and all the harsh words that come out of their mouth

so after that that i know what actually they thaught of me, especially my sis

yeah so i'll wait till 21 which is next year and i will bring mama along to my space

so she dont hafta keep finding my fault

the real fact is that the age gap between me and my siblings plus how we are being brought up are different

that's why all this conflicts arises

haix

so what if i'm the youngest, not that i'm being pampered but its just tough for me

and i dont know how to explain it here

but i've plan and insyallah nxt year things would change

so yeah cause of all the stress plus blahblah

i didnt went home but spent time at the beach, ecp with love

thanks for being there b, really appriciate it

though i'm not use to being consoled by someone

enough of that; so what happen yesterday?

went out with love to sentosa

joe followed us, so went to ibu house to take hys board and off we go

reach there around 5 plus, no more mr sun

so i wont get dark(=

joe was cute, learning how to skim, love been teaching hym, while me busy with my cleo mag

i pay blom masok2 lagee and was in a tight budget

we just had enuf for $$$$$$$$ for a ride home plus few extra bucks

laparr giler sae before love went off to take the last train, we bought food heh

mcd burgers plus maggie goreng from the pasar malam super yumyum

iwanttotakeastepbackreminising

Labels: harsh words

13.5.09 @ 4:26 PM

CAN'T IMAGINE THAT

yesterday was great

met love after work and yeah he bought me donuts and a new phone

LG viewty

how sweet b, you know how bad is the condition of the current phone that i'm using

syg you sgtsgt okay!

aniwaes, my pay is still not in yet

ughr.

that means that i still cant do my shopping plus settle my personal stuffs

hope it'll be in soon

as for now, im still at werk lazing around heh(=

Labels: time

11.5.09 @ 10:25 AM

TURN BACK, PAUSED

yesterday was mothers day

had a great time with my fam last night

eating, joking, laughing been a long time since we all get together

went out late in the afternoon and buy presee for mama plus a cake too

it was the very last cake displayed

cookies and cream from prima deli super yumyum, it taste abit like tiramisu

yaya ordered canadian pizza plus fried a few of the finger food at home

the rest was watching tv, while waiting for the food to be served, typical

the day before went out with this gurl eqa

went to watch movie, the xmen origins at the flimgrade at the new shopping center at bugis, iluma

the place is kindof boring though, aniwae

great movie, scott was suppppppper cute

then headed to bugis village and went to shooppp as alwaes

bought a dress for werk then after tired of walking we decided to hang around esplanade

gosh, it really brings back old memries durng secondary school times

where time was spent lepak-ing here, all the matreps and minah rep were

i gt to know lots of childhood stuff about love

ahahs! (;

Labels: un changed

7.5.09 @ 5:55 PM

JEWELS AND PERLS

just catch a MV from taylor swift

he belong with me

gosh she so pretty larh!!!!!!!

like the song reminds me of my old ulu days

ahax.

currently very bored in the office, done my work && waiting for the time to passby

half an hour to go

been 2 day werking alone

all thanks to $@#%#$% which is so pemalas to come to werk

haiyooo. make me call the rest of the lot

i finally get the hang of calling up starangers, some of them sungguh irritating

some even hang up when you just started to speak

sighs

can't wait to end werk and have love to be by myside so that i can have my sweet treats

yeayness!(=(=

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honestly i'm in this state of confusion

idk want i actually want for myself, i cant decide plus thats making me more aimless

last tues was a blast of @$#@

i cried and my eyes just got even worst

but there's one particular moment that day when i realise something meaningful

when everything is being expressed out

haix

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gg to update pixes of me&love insyaallah tonight

that is if i'm not tired

i have loads of them

-.-,

Labels: purely acting

4.5.09 @ 10:23 AM

MEZMERIZE

jin wen's 21st bdae last month

ahax, i know its a late pic post

i love her house, everything is there, pool, gym, karokae room wohoo!

how i wish i have a house like that

-inyourdreamskikin-

the bdae party was fabulaass

my deares xinyi turns 2o

made her a card and have a mini celebration for her

played pool before that at ehub before heading to tamp1 to get her a bdae cake

me and qianmin bought one for ourselves too, from emi cakes i just love the oreomisu

okay i forget what's this called but its frosty i guess like ice kacang

its near katong mall, we had this after our singing session

we can pick wad we want, so we chose mango and chocoreo

okay lah, the mango is nicer

one of a kind dessert.

gosh been day that i never go out with my gerls

miss them alot!!!!

guess they are busy with their facilitator job

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. the rest of my days are filled with my job at reach and bata

weekdaes for reach

weekend for bata

a day for me???

dont have, since stepping to the workforce i dont have time for myself

only after work hours which is very limited and at times i feel damn shagg larh

not spending much time with love either

everytime i chose to get home a lil late, mama would start her naggings again!

i dont have a life =(

pfft!

see those piles of paperwork we have to do

updating&updating plus youtubing everyday

the food here simply un-delicious

have to bare with it

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sidetracking abit heh

dearest this pass few wks have been awful

your words just simply went in and out , nothing seems to sink thru

i just need time to realise the truth out of everything

Labels: say ily

hys my pillar of strength

25.5.09 @ 5:45 PM SOULMATE was watching the continuation of my drama again there's this particular part that caught me '......if i found my souldmate, i woundnt let go ..........i dont want to regret of doing so' . . . such phrases, sighs ................................................... was texting with ila and she noted that this year is an awful year as everone that we know is breaking up, having major relationship problems whads happening to the world? Labels: define them back to top?
@ 1:59 PM GIVESYOUHELL so tell me was everything a mistake or i have come to realise the truth out of the things we've been through not even the slightest pity, not even the slightest mind in understanding my situation so let me just put it this way, that everything was for granted everything was a simple lie to hide a hurting truth then you talk bout chances, tell me of what percentage would it make things change? it dosent even erase the past. whats best is the seperate lives of you&me ............................................................................................................................. so to forget my blahblah shyts! met kikin & off to grandlink to sing me hearts out plus played pool yeah, been a long time eva since yes, must admit its kinda awkward at first but hey no matter what we're still friends (: Labels: for the things i missout back to top?
23.5.09 @ 12:18 PM SIMPLICITY yeay! finally finish gving ma bloggie a new skin sweet right? i know(; ........................................................................ yesterday was a totally boring day nothing to do at werk and i spent the whole day slacking watching korean drama at youtube while the boys played their online games but the great thing was, despite not doing anything im sill paid(= not sure whether will be going out today,but i hope to its a saturday, i dont want to spent my time at home haiyaaa. iwanttocutmyhairshort,should i?shouldnt i? Labels: wakeupcall back to top?
22.5.09 @ 10:55 AM AT THE RIGHT PLACE was away from work yesterday, got an interview at 0950 hrs so hows the interview? generally okay but i just can sense that they look down on me for those who know, you'll now what i mean but i strongly state my stand that eventhough so, i know how to manage my time it's not an issue though it is a challenge & straight after that went to meet love at his place had breakfast cum lunch and we talk things out cause lately there's some little shiitttooo plan to for qian's graduation but it's still early so we watched mooovie night at the museum two personally feel that the first one is better after that headed to tamp for the grad i felt bad for xinyi cause i can't make it for her ceremony i was working =( super sorry babe i bought them some gifts but its at home, the initial plan of gg home to get the gifts and change clothes was cancled. had dinner at TP with xinyi and love, design school its cheap compared to the usual rates at my workplace coming back to TP reminds me to RP, GOSH i miss school insyallah if there's extra i plan to take part-time degree? hee maybe but now i have to concentrate on some other important stuff to prepare forr nxt year bby buncit!!!! back to top?
20.5.09 @ 3:13 PM KNOCK YOU DOWN yesterday was hell thats when all my dreams shattered & im tramatized by the incident Labels: storm back to top?
18.5.09 @ 4:35 PM MAKE IT A POINT last friday was a very bad dae for me was so stress up with the fam plus all the naggis and all the harsh words that come out of their mouth so after that that i know what actually they thaught of me, especially my sis yeah so i'll wait till 21 which is next year and i will bring mama along to my space so she dont hafta keep finding my fault the real fact is that the age gap between me and my siblings plus how we are being brought up are different that's why all this conflicts arises haix so what if i'm the youngest, not that i'm being pampered but its just tough for me and i dont know how to explain it here but i've plan and insyallah nxt year things would change . . so yeah cause of all the stress plus blahblah i didnt went home but spent time at the beach, ecp with love thanks for being there b, really appriciate it though i'm not use to being consoled by someone . . enough of that; so what happen yesterday? went out with love to sentosa joe followed us, so went to ibu house to take hys board and off we go reach there around 5 plus, no more mr sun so i wont get dark(= joe was cute, learning how to skim, love been teaching hym, while me busy with my cleo mag i pay blom masok2 lagee and was in a tight budget we just had enuf for $$$$$$$$ for a ride home plus few extra bucks laparr giler sae before love went off to take the last train, we bought food heh mcd burgers plus maggie goreng from the pasar malam super yumyum . . iwanttotakeastepbackreminising Labels: harsh words back to top?
13.5.09 @ 4:26 PM CAN'T IMAGINE THAT yesterday was great met love after work and yeah he bought me donuts and a new phone LG viewty how sweet b, you know how bad is the condition of the current phone that i'm using syg you sgtsgt okay! aniwaes, my pay is still not in yet ughr. that means that i still cant do my shopping plus settle my personal stuffs hope it'll be in soon as for now, im still at werk lazing around heh(= Labels: time back to top?
11.5.09 @ 10:25 AM TURN BACK, PAUSED yesterday was mothers day had a great time with my fam last night eating, joking, laughing been a long time since we all get together went out late in the afternoon and buy presee for mama plus a cake too it was the very last cake displayed cookies and cream from prima deli super yumyum, it taste abit like tiramisu yaya ordered canadian pizza plus fried a few of the finger food at home the rest was watching tv, while waiting for the food to be served, typical . . the day before went out with this gurl eqa went to watch movie, the xmen origins at the flimgrade at the new shopping center at bugis, iluma the place is kindof boring though, aniwae great movie, scott was suppppppper cute then headed to bugis village and went to shooppp as alwaes bought a dress for werk then after tired of walking we decided to hang around esplanade gosh, it really brings back old memries durng secondary school times where time was spent lepak-ing here, all the matreps and minah rep were i gt to know lots of childhood stuff about love ahahs! (; . . Labels: un changed back to top?
7.5.09 @ 5:55 PM JEWELS AND PERLS just catch a MV from taylor swift he belong with me gosh she so pretty larh!!!!!!! like the song reminds me of my old ulu days ahax. currently very bored in the office, done my work && waiting for the time to passby half an hour to go been 2 day werking alone all thanks to $@#%#$% which is so pemalas to come to werk haiyooo. make me call the rest of the lot i finally get the hang of calling up starangers, some of them sungguh irritating some even hang up when you just started to speak sighs can't wait to end werk and have love to be by myside so that i can have my sweet treats yeayness!(=(= ............................................................................................................... honestly i'm in this state of confusion idk want i actually want for myself, i cant decide plus thats making me more aimless last tues was a blast of @$#@ i cried and my eyes just got even worst but there's one particular moment that day when i realise something meaningful when everything is being expressed out haix .......................................................................................................... gg to update pixes of me&love insyaallah tonight that is if i'm not tired i have loads of them -.-, Labels: purely acting back to top?
4.5.09 @ 10:23 AM MEZMERIZE jin wen's 21st bdae last month ahax, i know its a late pic post i love her house, everything is there, pool, gym, karokae room wohoo! how i wish i have a house like that -inyourdreamskikin- the bdae party was fabulaass my deares xinyi turns 2o made her a card and have a mini celebration for her played pool before that at ehub before heading to tamp1 to get her a bdae cake (= me and qianmin bought one for ourselves too, from emi cakes i just love the oreomisu okay i forget what's this called but its frosty i guess like ice kacang its near katong mall, we had this after our singing session we can pick wad we want, so we chose mango and chocoreo okay lah, the mango is nicer one of a kind dessert. gosh been day that i never go out with my gerls miss them alot!!!! guess they are busy with their facilitator job :( ................................................................................................................. ................................................................................................ ..................................................................... ................................................... .................................. ...................... ........ ... . the rest of my days are filled with my job at reach and bata weekdaes for reach weekend for bata a day for me??? dont have, since stepping to the workforce i dont have time for myself only after work hours which is very limited and at times i feel damn shagg larh not spending much time with love either everytime i chose to get home a lil late, mama would start her naggings again! i dont have a life =( pfft! see those piles of paperwork we have to do updating&updating plus youtubing everyday the food here simply un-delicious have to bare with it ............................................................................................................ .......................................................................................... ........................................................................... ....................................................... ..................................... ........................... .......... .... . sidetracking abit heh dearest this pass few wks have been awful your words just simply went in and out , nothing seems to sink thru i just need time to realise the truth out of everything Labels: say ily back to top?

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