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stubborn,menjeng,shy
love my bby<3
28.2.09 @ 11:19 PM
JOYLLY
my day was spent with love
did my normal chores and rush to meet hym at hys place
i was late so i cabbed there
then headed to Compang CC for hys competition
hys brother also took part & i saw lots of familiar faces there
it was a great xperience, yerla first time kater kan so shikin ni jakon siket
all the band was great
&& i admire this particular band
'still young'
not because i kenal the lead singer but then its just for what they are
mcm different gitu
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so love,ajin&abg alin band manage to qualify for the finals
yeayness!!!!!!!!
the look on love face when he hafta wait for the results, cute larh
the hidding nervous face
x=
sadly my camera memory was full & not much of pixes and their vid is taken half way
sorry guys
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initial plan was to go for eqa bdae with hys fam but then mama called
& she's alone at home
sorry dearest for not attending
aniwaes
happy birthday & may all your dreams come true
oxox

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26.2.09 @ 10:55 AM
XX-PLAINATION
thats the chart of my life
hmmp
aniwaes, i was shock cause i've been shortlised for this interview which i least xpected
guess i need to train my self up in order to pass my ippt
shits.
im so lazy
&&& gosh furthermore it clash with the date where we're gg hols
hmm. how ehk??
must think,think,think.
okay putting that asyde
last tues i met yasmin
&&&& we went whole lots of places
bugis,marina,town to shop,shop,shop
i got myself a new pair of shades and she got a few tops
&&&&&&& i was suprise lah
she gave handed a belated bdae gift
so sweet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks babe(=
talking bout bdae, march will be full of bdaes
fafan,mama,yaya&bg apit
fuyooo
$$$$$$$$$$$$$
hee
more updates soon

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23.2.09 @ 11:35 PM
THAT CYCLE
dear god
i need strength to go thru this
after all i did, its just so hurthing and unfair

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21.2.09 @ 10:35 PM
ONE OF THE BRIGHTEST STAR
im dissapointed with myself
yes
imnotthatgerl
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msdiaryknowsitbest

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@ 2:48 PM
HAND-PHONE
holla(= ysterday was spent in sch when all i do was to sit at the library & spent time with my lappy gosh its so bored i had to go all the way to sch just to pay my library fines pfft. school was preety empty, yerla kn holiday &&& it'll be open with the new system ahax gd luck to all the students.
then had dinner with kin& lastly fetched this babee
.....................................
icantforcepeopleitsnotagdthingtodokn
butits geettingonmynerves
totthingswouldbeclearedbythen
butternyataallthosewasBS
&thenagainitriedbutiguesstheresnopoint
whentheyjustdontbother
soiletgoofstuffsandletitbethewaytheywanted
theycanblameme
yesmaybeitsallduetoheartlessme
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20.2.09 @ 2:52 PM
KILL MEE
browse thru the net then i found this
& i like it
idk why
maybee it speaks alot about myself
Quote Pictures, Images and Photos
so things been preety bumpy lately, with the unsettle things
plus im still stuck with this flu
yes, kikin degil tknk mkn ubat
sorrry gerls, no matter how u pujok me it'll not werk
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well this would be random
i know they're lots of people i dont know reading my blog
&& you guys would have your own thoughts about me, about my life, about everything that i blog about
it may be negative but i hope it doesnt bother you much
cause it's about my life
so it's my say
if there's things that you wanna comment about then leave a tag
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&&& lastly here's a shout out to love
gd luck with the performance tmr

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17.2.09 @ 11:35 AM
GLOOMY BOO
the most hurthing things
is to hear the person who means alot to you
say such things bout yourself
those words are so damn painful
ughr!
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im still down with a bad fluu
siting at home is so boring
in my mind now sticks so many things that i hafta settle
i hope, i'll get well soon
so i can settle all those things
plus i really need a job
like seriously

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14.2.09 @ 10:01 PM
SOUR CREAM
today's a total waste of make up,effort and simply everything
fullstop

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@ 12:57 PM
WHEN PICTURE TELLS
yummies!!!!!!!!
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happy velentines day people!
mwaks*

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13.2.09 @ 11:29 PM
FILLED WITH LOVE
& tmrs V day
a day for lovers & friends to express how they mean to each other
just now met love in the mwaning and had our date
the day before he bought me this tees & donuts
this time it's from donut empire
&&&& it's a heart shape donut!!
okay i jakon but its cute and i love it
pass it to me when he fetched me after tuiton
so we both wore the same tees just now
had dinner at pizza hut, the thin crust pizza was yumyum
but what's best was the dessert choco brownie with ice cream
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tot of giving this fren of mine sun flowers tmr
to say sorry
but i know it wouldn't make things btwn us better
*sighs*

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12.2.09 @ 1:04 PM
CRAZEE BESTIES
quick update of yesterday
met this crazeee ladee
gosh imissher so the very much
been 2132648173 days, shes a busy busy busy ladee
but no matter what glad that we nvr lost contact
known her since primary school la dei, lamerkan
it started out as enemies, but then besties
long story babe
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we watch bride wars
great, funny movie
me and ila ponder what would happen if we were in their situation
who would give in?
all those dirty lil secrets that we know bout each other
haha.
played arcade after that, she got addicted to this game
she want the ipod badly
but she's not lucky enough
.
we both got our eyebrows done
it's her first time doing threading so its an OUCH for her
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"........had a great time with you babe, jng luper simpan $$$$$$$$$$
go get your dream car & bring me shopping
hehe
lovesyou"

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@ 12:23 PM
MELODY OF LURVE
met kikin last few days
as per usual she's late, so i met he at her blk instead
had a late lunch with her at my fav place which is ljs
hehe(=
headed to the library to borrow some books
this is to occupy my f r e e and bordem at home doing nothing
so saw some intersting books
pick up some malay novels, it used to be my hobby reading novels untill i reach poly
i become lazy to step into the library
also borrowed books for fafan, about food!!
haha, so cute larh.
we behave like no body biz in the library taking pixes
bacically the kids section is just filled with sec sch students & they we're look at how kiddie&noisy we were
basically had a great time
kin got a call from the interviewer & we made our way to mcd to meet her
the rest was history
just one thing i can't forget after the interview
one comment that woman said about me
haha, so not true!!! kin was laughing when she heard that.
kikin & her binget face
me.me.me
see i told u, lots of books we grabb
&&& yeah we're searching for our perfect match
i found mine, i guess
hehe
bby boooo, see the erti setia book reminds me of you
i was so busy taking pixes that i nvr replied hys msg
yes, i'm a bad gf
he knows it
then went to have dinner with bby&bby
meet love after hys work & went to S11 for our rojak
super yumyum
fafan cant sit still while waiting for the food to come
we plan to go to the play ground to let fafan play but he fall asleep otw
hehe
so kite yg tue bangke nie larh yg maen
love was sweet as lollie
ily bby
asleep fafan

he drives me wild & he's made me fall for hym even deeper each day

syg taufiq sgt sgt<3

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11.2.09 @ 11:48 PM
TOUCH MY MIND
i have loads of things to update
plus tons of pixes to resize plus edit
sigh
i dont have the mood to update it today like i plan too
anws!
i just dont understand certain stuffs bout people
i really dont
&&& i want to know why

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8.2.09 @ 11:29 PM
HOURS,MINUTES,SECONDS
the saturday pixies
edited & uploaded
the place was super nice
the food was fantastic
yummie
me & mama
i know im so bad, she's irritated cause she's on the phone while im snappine pixes with her
sorry mama for being an irritating daughter
ily
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the rest of the pixes was at home
nephews&nieces doing thier thang
ahax
fafan blurrrr face
hym dancing to the music
get hym listen to any song & he'll dance hys way through

sarah, princess wanna be want pretending to be a singer

shahril, tak besh-besh dgn hys stuff. he took my hair scarf!!!!!

okay, im ending with this flower pic that i took which i felt was the best shot of the day
focus shot.

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@ 11:48 AM
DRESS ME UP
hello sunday mwaning
gosh im bored
i need something new in my life
but i wonder what is it?
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aniwaes;
i have DIPC later on, i got this urge of skipping my class
hehe
i need a job, so that i wont be bored and most of my time will be occupied
& i will be busy, and its a gd thing so that i wont eat alot
plus i'll have the $$$$$$$$
to shop & pay for all the stuffs
haix
i dont want to depend on mama
she did alot for me
i know i'll nver be able to repay her but what ever it is
i'll try my best to be there for her, make her happy and help her in every way i can
.
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well, tmr will be heading to harbourfront
& perhaps after settleing some stuffs, hang around vivo or catch a movie
i nk tgk bridewars
kikin say it's a must watch
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days to march
cant wait!

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7.2.09 @ 11:10 PM
BACK TO NATURE
woke up early in the mwaning just to get myself ready to receive my bursary
so i decide to wear the blouse that i bought when i was out with lovelies gfs lastlast week
when i look at mysekf in the mirror with the blouse on
i said, shyts i look fat
haiyoooo! when will it be? the day that i reach my gold of having an ideal weight
with all my cravings i guess it'll take a superduper long time
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okay, back to my bursary
it was held at the sg botanic center
gosh! i love the place, its so calm plus filled with beautiful flowers, lakes..
i simply love the scenery
i wanna go ther with love one day.
hmm how bout a picnic there?
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after the reception, i drag mama to the gardens and i did my stuff, which is to take pixies
i cant resist the flowers plus bukan slalu me&mama dpt spent time together outside
she's always busy and when she's free, she prefer to rest at home and watch her shows
pfft
after much picture snapping
we headed home
my heels are killing me
i know its not neccessary for me to wear one, but i dont have any shoes to go along with what i wear
i prefer to wear flipflops, sandals
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&&&& when i reach home
my tummy hurts real bad
its those days of the month
myusedtohavecramps is back and i dont have my pills
plus i'm super lazy to go to the doctor can
all i do was to sleeeeeep&sleeeeeeeeep
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late in the afternoon
bro& hys fam come down
go to meet my belove nephew and the wanna be princess niece
hehe.
after soooooooooo long
we then did some shopping
& watched the wall at sensasi
it was HELL SCARY!
should watch.

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6.2.09 @ 11:15 PM
NOT TODAY;
went out to get mama stuffs just now with kikin
had lunch at ljs
i cant stand my noisy stomach, very hungry lorh
saw this primary school mate of mine
beeen years, he was this besties of my crush
omg, kikin was so the selenge those days
&& after lunch headed to TKC to get mama stuffs
actually wanna get her a dress but i dont know which one suits her best
soo, i got her other stuffs instead
&&& we had donuts after that super yummie
i nark evenforyou but they dont sell it anymore
sobs, i still cant satisfy my craves
as usual theres no outing without pixies
while taking pixes something happeennn
idontwant to mention it here but im sad larh, nk cry pon ader
but if things bound to happen, you cant stop them kan
so i yeah
hopefully it can be fixxx
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aniwae
im dissapointed with this particular someone
i cant have my stuff bck
& tmr im going to be farking bored without it
so selfish so so selfish!!!!!!!!
sighs.
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while im walking home from tutoring just now
i cant stop thinking bout certain stuff in my life
am i leading it the way i want it to be?
am i happy with things around me?
or am i just pretending to be ok.
ughr.
there's so many things
i've shared this with kin once
& yeah
i believe that the day will come
the day where by all my worries will be replace by assurance
...................................................
time to zzzzz
tired lorh
pixes will be edited,resized&uploaded tmr
nytes lovely
&&&&& happy 20th bae to _________.
may happinees filled your life
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i like this song.
idk nowadays i jiwang uhh
hehe.
.hunt you.
..........I'm looking for you that sweet incredible you that unforgetable you
The you that only I can know
Tell me what i gotta do
What walls i gotta break through

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@ 11:41 AM
UN-BEAUTIFOOL
the badbadbaybe
nothing you speak is intering my head currently
i just want what i WANT
& you just want what you WANT
fullstop
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people kept saying that i'm always running away from my probs
isit true?
idk
for me im putting it asyde, doesnt eman that i'm not solving it
you cant solve it at one go
same like when someone hurt you
eventhough that someone is the person you realllllyyy lurve
it takes time to heal to karn?
okay.
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so what did i do yesterday?
whole day was spent with mummy
help her with her work
after doing the norm chores.
then after that went centurysq again
mumy got me a new set of clothes
mwanks.
not forgetting she even got me a camcorder
how cool is that..
for sure i'll bring it along for march hols with lovelies
insyallah if jadi
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pfft
its only 12
&&&&&&&&&& im damn bored at home
so someone pls ask me outtt!

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4.2.09 @ 10:33 PM
THAT CHIRSTMAS
&&&& i know i'll hear those dumb excuses from YOU
wdv.wdv.wdv.
as i say lets just **** ***
ANIWAES;;;;;
i really need to go shopping PLS
i wanna watch movie
i wanna have ben&jerry, emi-cakes by the beach again
i wanna play pool again
ok,
being honest is that i miss that day.
&&& im being addicted to 'nafasku from taufik batisah'
the lyrics are so meaningful
<3<3
if there a guy out there who sing this song for me
i comferm melt habesh
lols.
jst cant stand the sweetness, the love, the everything
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'.......... aku menanti tibanya hari itu'

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@ 2:16 PM
RUNNING BACK
my weekends was set asyde for this bby
headed to ecp with kikin
so we had loads of fun
building sand castle, fooling around, getting wet
plus sight seeing
ehem!ehem!
lols
this lil bby love the water so much
& not forgetting the sand too
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we had mcd after that
fafan as always want to get his rides
so i need to get my coins ready
aniway while we were having dinner, there was this huge hello panda
hehe
fafan was scared.
you should see hys face
^.^
our silly plus selenge faces
me & kikin <3
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. monday was our 11th mthsary
love suprise gift was DONUTS
super yumyum
&&& im six donut fatter each time he did this
but i cant help it cause i simple love them
how??????????????
ok aniwaes, my lappy charger was spoilt
&&&& i was so stress up with it
so i told mama & mama ask me to get a new one
hee. love her
she pamper me so much
so i begged love to accompany me to get my charger
we headed to funan
the first shop i ask , the charger cost $160
so EXPENSIVE
:(
but love went searching on at other shops &&&&&
we get the charger at $65
yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks b(:

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