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stubborn,menjeng,shy love my bby<3 |
 31.10.08 @ 12:30 AMI ASK MYLOVE,
didnt went to werk today im tired plus headache plus lazy && my supervisor nag at me again lols .....makesure saturday you come blahblahblah . . aniwaes had a fyp meeting just now i just cant wait for it to be over so i'll have more free tyme && reports are due soon and i blum start lagy idk larh how to start *sighs* . . so after fyp i met bbby then we headed to westmall to catch cofffin mizan also join us the show wasnt scarrry, only certain part jer during the movie the guys were laughing at the man sitting infront of us cause this man, when it comes to the scary part he look dwn wth lols!!!! if i were to rate the movie.. i'll give it 3 popcorns jek average thenthen, we just hangout kat pondok they talk while i listen idk larh what to say kikin slalu gitu, terdiam && i saw jurong, i mean the landcape at night lawa per i got the pixes at my hp but lum upload agek pix was taken from the 30th story tinggikarn.. scarry sae when you look dwn i cabbed home after that (: ..................................... HSM3 with gerlfrens tmr weds&chalet sat dpic sun sch reopens mon ...time flies so fast larh . . . . toodles people <3 Labels: upgrade back to top? |
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@ 12:12 AM THE FLUCTUATING GRAPH
ok.
*takes a deep breath* ............everything is so not constant . . aniwaes, time was spent at home today with fafan   actually tot of bringing hym out go jalan-jalan ker kn but i was lazy cause no one to accompany me &&& some other reasons . . mama ckp jer nk ajak keluar but then when she reach home she always says "......next time larh kin, mama..." && i talk to mama again about quiting my job she still havent answered me plus things back home is etting worst with sis pms sometime i feel just to get out of the hse having my own life elsewhere but i know im still weak& theres still lots of things i need to go through not to mention the responsibility that i have to carry *sighs.sighs* . . ohhyar i remember the incident at my tutee's hse while having tuition we're both screaming, cause we're scared of the flying beatle hee & her dad when out of the room to check what happen sungguh memalukan -.- ....................................... tmr??? haiyooo got fyp & i got werk tersangat m a l a s & i guess i would just ferget about having my fringe rebonded i feel that i'll look wired& waste duit jer kan i really need to save up! *sighs* ........................................ kgdifeelthatimstupigndumbnlost iknowthatthingswouldneverworkoutlikewhaduwantittobe tpiuwillsentiasemengharapngoferiteventhough, utawttucntachieveit thingskeptinsydeisaformofhinderence itllalwaesbetheunansweredquestions imjustinsecured,insecured *slapshead* . . . Labels: everythink over mua back to top? |
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29.10.08 @ 1:21 AM JUST LIKE A SHADOW
 moments lyke this<3<3<3
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minus all those badies ily&ihad a great time with my bby fiq  Labels: hearts balloons back to top? |
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27.10.08 @ 12:43 AM JUST SO YOU KNOW
you tot you knew everything well you dont. Labels: it doesnt heal back to top? |
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25.10.08 @ 10:57 PM PLEASE
i just wanna be someone else i hate me.my life.everything Labels: painkiller pls back to top? |
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@ 10:32 PM I'LL BE, IF YOU LET ME
whooooo!!! finally the holidays are here but it'll only last for a week but who cares at least i dont hafta wakeup early in the mwanings for them so this hols, MUST finish FYP report i dont wanna do it last minute like last sem, it was a total RUSH . . this whole week i've plan to werk mwaning shift all the way so i can go out in the afternoons gerek per i have a lot of things to catch up too & i've yet to start . . tmr, will be werking after dipc haiyoo im bored of werking but i need to $$$$$$$$$$$$$ issue *sighs* how i wish i could turn back time and just edit some part in mylife but wadeva it is, there's a reason why dear god mad it that way . . i really need to go shopping im wearing the same thing again&again, making me bored att!! gerls lets go s h o p p i n g . . ive been eating&eating&eating but still i cant stablize my emotions ughr!!!! f a t t e r & f a t t e r stresssss .......................................................................... personally, kikin just realize something she's just numb to the whole thing anyway, she's expected it Labels: painkiller pls back to top? |
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20.10.08 @ 2:12 PM I SAY.......
lyfe hafta go on
no matter how bad it seems Labels: messed up back to top? |
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@ 11:39 AM BLUES
idontwanttoloseanotherpersonilove dearest god, shield hym from all the bad stuff, make hym well again like he used too... . . :'( Labels: this feeling back to top? |
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15.10.08 @ 12:23 AM PRETEND,PRETEND
wheres the love? . . tts wad he does best currently Labels: the selfishness back to top? |
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10.10.08 @ 11:48 AM TODAYS THE END
im gg to let it all out today its a must!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idontcare what he gonna say & aper nk jadi, jadi larh .................................................................... ok finally updates on my hari raya hee(x after 10 days aru nk update ehk shikin 
 during the first day of raye mcm biase, everyone would came to place eat.laugh.update.take pixes.seek forgiveness.green packets 
  
last sat when out with the family went to close relatives but not all uh still got lots to go but its getting late mama was sleepy so we headed home after visiting some of the houses    
latest was jalan raye with gfs plus boyfies
rent a car. dressup. visiting. eat.laugh. enjoy . . tmr....... lovelies coming to my hse yey!!!!!!!! harap2 jadi larh since qianmin is bck from her trip (: . . upcoming monday meeting my secondary sch frens jalan raye with thems miss them giler last tyme we met was like 2 years back lamer kan..... cant wait Labels: black, green, maron, white back to top? |
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9.10.08 @ 5:34 PM NOT WORTH IT,Y SHUD I
its no use hoping when things are just so clear . . things just kept piling up im falling . . just when you tot you can put asyde the things tts bothering you just when u felt that you can pull it thru another unexpecting thing happens . . feeling so down i just cant kept trying to smile . . idk idk idk . . how to cope with the current matter Labels: hapiness, love, the old me back to top? |
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6.10.08 @ 1:39 PM SENSITIVE SOUL
You were the one Who I could tell my deepest fears And you were the one Who always wiped away my tears When he hurt me you were my prince Sent straight from above . . Like a fool I never saw You were falling in love So now I’ve lost everything Cause now you say You’re gone forever more . . So who will I Who will I run to Who will I turn to Now that you left me behind Who will dry my tears When I cryWho will I run to And who will I turn to Now that you’re not here . . In my lifeYou were the one I took for granted all those years And you were the one I should’ve known It was so clear How could I be so blind Not to see what’s before my eyes . . I’ll get you back here with me If it takes the rest of my life 'Cause I would give anything 'Cause I want you back forever more Labels: repeated mode back to top? |
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@ 10:22 AM OVERFLOWING THOUGHTS
i had enough of it i dont want to think bout it anymore so tired wdvr gonna happen consider it fate Labels: fcked-up back to top? |
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5.10.08 @ 10:14 PM LEARNING TO FALL
im waiting, still waiting i know in the end i'll get the blame of not making the move always gini . . i guess hys feelings fading guess he dont lurv me anymore or like he used to . . when it comes to this i'll be the one who will look down on myself i hate this cycle . . wadever it is life have to go on karn? yeah i shall be o k a y ihope .................................................... raye updates tmr i have no mood to update bput it &&& aniway i got my hair cut ysterday haha langsong tk kene say ........................................... . . guess ppl in the same boat think alike share the same feelings . . like those past times when the time runs back those harsh memries & truths Labels: bring back the old melody back to top? |
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4.10.08 @ 1:25 AM HEART CANDIES
reflections of my life its just seen filled with shattered dreams i lost the strength to dream the roads are just fading way from my sight i lost my pillar of strength now its just me . . things change & i still cnt admit the fact ............................................................ i'll take into consideration all your advices i know, i've broken your heart im sorry . . you're just my antidote the one that i really need but now i've lost you Labels: things change back to top? |
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2.10.08 @ 11:31 PM PLAY SIMON SAYS
pple close to me have big impacts on my life
& sometimes how they react towards things makes me wonder
its just a matter whether im blinded by my heart
&& its harder to admit things that you know its true
but you just dont want to hurt yourself with that fact
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its our 7th mthsary
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been seven months filled with ups & downs
theres still more things to know, to realise, to go through, to learn
happy mthsary dearest taupik
thanks for withstanding my prangai yg irritating
thanks for everything
every single thing that you did for us
*hugs*
muacks
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 hur love♥
hys my pillar of strength |
hur guy♥
since 020308 all the things that we went through taught me the meaning of lurve  recent entriesheartless souls something new when the skies filled with red hearts get-away vacation tell you one time my little note of dreams laugh my heart out lets dance in the rain repeatition dearest start |
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