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30.9.08 @ 12:54 AM
SMALL WORLD
.........even the slightest thing
im piling it up
i just cant get it out

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@ 12:38 AM
FLIP COINS
ok i skipped sch a g a i n
its not that i'm late or whad..
its cause of the bus
pack&pack one after another till me & shaz decided to go home
hee(:
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idk
but i feel that today is extra special day
me&bby
i just feel different
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well, since i skipped sch
i finish up the rest of the house cleaning
put up the curtains in mama's room & ubah her room too
after all that
met zarah& headed to joo chiat to collect my baju
still its not ready yet
:(
.......... zarah cut her fringe
she look diff with her hair laid & without her spects
(: preety gal
& also bought bby's baju kurong
ther's minor things that happen
&&&&&& i was damn binget with the sales person
but i understand what he feels to
ughr
forget that
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after that zarah went for her facial
&& instead of my facial i met bby & have dinner with hym
its, outram,boon keng,taxi,eastcoast,sapedek
after dinner we sat by the beach
&&& we saw a shooooting star
hee
i know im like jakon
first time sae!!!!!!!
overall today was loved
<3<3<3
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pixes will be updated soon
hee when i upload them to my lappy
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tmrs plan???
1)get mc
2)facial
3)meet bby (yey!! half day per)
4)get my camera
5)get my baju&exchange hys one
6)get ready for raye!!!!!!!!!
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28.9.08 @ 12:38 AM
CANT STOOP
this was after werk, kikin,shikin,zarah busy taking pixies while waitng for bus 10 updates of gfs pixes, hetty,kikin,zarah

loving each other more than the day before!

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must admit tt i've been skipping lots of fasting

tk niatlarh, tk bagun sahurlarh,mlslarh, periodlarh
hee
one after another
&&& im having my peroid again, which is two times this month
haiyoooo
&& im being such a thickskin& sardine jer mkn kat skola
lols!!
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not fergetting i've been skipping school to
oopps!!
but i havent reach my quota
3 more lessons
&& im saving for the last week of sch
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firstly!!!
personal shout out
welcome home qianmin!!
hee
missyou loads
must meet up with the rest of the gfs
finish up my hari raya cookies at hm aites!
cant WAIT(:
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ok lets just talk bout yesterday
yesterday was UT day
lesson was damn boring
reallllllly is
medical technology lesson always make me wanna sleep
*yawns*
ok straight after school
went to meet bby
yey!!
so the past few weeks we're planning on the things that we wanna get
so guess whad he got me???
two gorgeous necklace
one from perlini's silver & the other from pwincess jewellry
.......never heard of the jewellry shop before but nvm
thankYOU loads cuppycake
muach!!
&& yeah i love your new hp too
make me jealous jer
........ nk get ps3 to psp to that sony ericsson
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aniway talking about raye.
hais
the feeling of excitement come&go
imissmydad
:'(

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24.9.08 @ 3:13 PM
SEE YOU
currently in lab
did some surfing, while waiting for the TGA to finish
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aniwaes, aku seriously tk phm uh
im just like being stupid all this while
like seriously
now the tables are turned
just wait and see!!!!!!!!!!!

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22.9.08 @ 12:16 AM
WISHING UPON A STAR
i feel so like ******
is it only me or whad?
or am i too calculative?
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:'(
its just not me

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18.9.08 @ 11:49 PM
START-UP KIT
ok plan was cancel; like very the last minute
wth
feeling were like a mixture of madness plus sadness can??
i was in the train already on the way, when he cancled the meeting
sighs
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".............shikin i nie tgh ns, phm"
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i guess i must be u n d e r s t a n d -ing
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aniwaes im glad tt my fren lend me a hp
so i can let mama use back her hp
(:

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17.9.08 @ 10:42 PM
HEART ACHE CHEERY
yesterday had a long talk with bby yesterday
was down uh but i guess im ok now
&&& i let's just see how things go by as day passes
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aniwaes, didnt wen sch today
suppose to be cell-culture
haa
went to poly for the appointment
&&& staright after that heade to fix my hp
hafta wait for one week to get it done
:(
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i'll be experiencing days without my phone
........ cannot sae!!!!
sighs
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for my camera
thank god i purchase the extended warrenty
so still got 2 more years to go
but the thing is i hafta send it to harbour front
damn far pe
think i'll send it on saturday
yey!
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so bottomline is that
i cant take pixes&&& cant contact my friends
:(
sobsobs
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heading to sch for fyp later
den meeting bbylurve
more updates soon

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@ 10:42 PM
THE OTHER SIDE
im so binget
my hp&camera rosak!!!!
pfft

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16.9.08 @ 11:16 PM
SAY IT TO ME
first lesson on biotech food industry
i hate it
i dont really understand
so much things to read up on
its a follow up of previous sems modules on genetics
haiyoo
tot this module would be a-ok
but!!!!
:(
but it's rather interesting larh
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had the lipstick thingy workshop after school
meiyi cant make it as she dosent have the proper attire
actually she can just come as the year ones too are wearing slippers
so in the end it was me,hana & zarah
so gained 2 nda points just like that
did the experiment
hah
damn easy
still have to hand in report fore another point but im lazy
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well, tot there will be no plans after sch
which is going straight home but then received a call from shahril
&&& the fam went out to break fast at parkway
so i went there straight
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did some shopping, getting their hari raya stuffs
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told my supervisor that i wont be abled to werk tmr
&& she's like pissed of
i cnt do anything what
haix
told her that i cnt werk on weds, she's the one who insisted it
nxt week roaster, is like werking straight uh
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apart from that
i cant find myself time to revise my tamadun islam&fiqh
shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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time past so fast
&& im like occupied all the time
:(
im t i r e d
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still on my list
1)iftar with frens
2)geylang to buy mumy's raya clothes&fafan too
3)making kuih raye
4)shop at ikea
5)facial&get my hair done
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aniwaes i need a hand bag for raye
bby if ur reading this
hee
phmphm k
buy for me larh
heh
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going towning tmr
more updates on that yea
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&& someone failed hys evaluation
sighs

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13.9.08 @ 11:33 PM
SWEETEST SIN
here's the pixes updates
me at my werkplacebreak time with zarah
my new addition
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sis bought me this
actually she paid half for it and the i paid the other half
i've been bugging her to buy me a wallet
since my guess one is 'quite' old
haha
thx yaya
muacks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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the afternoon was spent with bby

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11.9.08 @ 11:39 PM
CRAP
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& you changed
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& i cant keep up
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& things are just left unsaid,untold,unexplained

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10.9.08 @ 12:05 AM
CHEER ME UP
heard this song over the radio
loved can?
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kau gadisku yang cantik coba lihat aku disini di sini ada aku yang cinta padamu kau gadisku yang manis coba dekat aku disini di sini ada aku yang sayang padamu * walau ku tahu bahwa dirimu sudah ada yang punya namun aku tunggu sampai kau mau

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9.9.08 @ 11:43 PM
SCREAM OUT SILENTLY
muted
&&& you dont know why
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@ 3:17 PM
SPELL E-G-O
today's just a repeatition..

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8.9.08 @ 11:01 PM
UNPREDICTABLE
well, had patient care
class was fine
but it was too draggy
&& there's this guy that kept asking questions& giving comments
i mean its ok larh, but not too much lei
haha, the 2nd jason karn shaz&huda??
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things then went cock-up
after sch
lets just not mentioned it here
both were at fault i guess
ughr
was damn bingit ehk
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apologies for my prangai
well,manage to control my emotions
and break fast with the fam
yaya bought nasi lemak for mama,me & shahril
at least something
there was practically nothing in the house
no one cook
sighs
i miss my dad's cooking
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after that met ila
accompanied her to buy presents
for wani's b'dae
happy 19th bdae gerl
maybe i'll joined them tmr
parkway&swensens karn(:(:
but see first, haiyoo im like werking larh tmr
more outings this week and next week
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meet-ups with secondary school mates
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missing my gerlfwens, i noe u guys having ur hols currently when i started sch liow
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shopping & buka-ing with zarah
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arab st with eeffa&fwens
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buka-ing at bby's place
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well somethings cant be control such as feelings
& at times you just can't understand why you react in such a manner
feelings can change
they dont stay the same
&& i dont know why
i feel lost, as in not understanding me
what i want, why i did that
im just so emotional with stuffs
i guess it's due to my insecurities

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7.9.08 @ 10:30 PM
DESPITE, DESPITE
how i wish life isnt filled with problems
there's so much things to consider
& just when i thought i could ease my mind
things just came popping up again
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all my actions were nvr right
theres always that something
ughr!
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aniwaes my exams coming end of the week
usul fiqh
*sighs*

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4.9.08 @ 11:56 PM
DONUT NUTS
im damn tired larh sae
straight after school headed to werk
yeah didnt buka with bby
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&& its my second time doing closing
i hate to do them
why?????
must clean lots of stuffs,serve,count money
i prefer the morning shift
but what to do karn
got sch
sighs.
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anywaes there were like lots of army boys
which came to the store
some of them got nothing better to do
& there's this group of guys sanggop ehk tunggu for free donuts
s a n g g o p
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well there's like lots of leftover so considered them lucky
ok
toodles ppls
got to get up for sahur later &&&&&&&&&&&& im tried
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aniwaes;;;;
happy 19th b'dae zarah!!!!
tmr watch movies aites
(:(:(:
see you in sch tmr babe
<3

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@ 1:57 PM
RAINBOW LOLLYS
start of the semester liow
end of my holiday
starting the sem with cell culture
ok-larh
still havent got into the mood of schooling yet
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supposed to be my off day today
but due to some reasons, i need to werk today
:(
but i dont want can?
wanna go buka-ing with bby
plsplspls
aniway, see how things go later yeah
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ok updates on yesterday
bby buka kat umah i
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he was s h y
but yeah, dtg jugak dier
muach*
(:(:(:(:(:
he reached a lil late
&& he bought wadeh je
.. guess whats he's reason for buying that jer
haha
mama,yaya, shahril & fafan was at home
i think mama& sis is fine with him
mama nvr say anything leh
so we ate, took pixes & watched jeritan sepi before he went off
bby ily!!!! muchmuch

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2.9.08 @ 6:39 PM
JUST ALL ABOUT YOU
happy 6th mthsary bby!!!!!
made this for hym

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@ 12:12 AM
PINK FLOWERS
hee, idk how to start updating things liow manymany things happen how ehk?? ok, let me start with lastlast week.. . . sunday,24.08.08 skipped two lesson of tamadun islam II due to specific reasons larh but when i came for the third lesson it was boring, well i never liked history you see so thats explains everything && 2 more weeks to my exams shittto i've been busy werking till i dont have time to set aside time to revise well, after bro picked me up from school

&&&& we had dinner at ktm . . monday,25.0808 was my first day of werk overall, its an easy job people there was friendly donuts everywhere guess i'm gonna be fat if i kept eating those donuts hee &&&& went to ibu house after work to meet bby There was a kenduri held bby pick me up using hys bro bike was shock larh at first… Vroomvroom for the day With you cepatcepat larh bby dapat karn your licence soo you can pick me up from sch With your bike Yeyness(: . . tues-thurs,26-28.08.08 werking as usual

had lunch with this babe!!
kikin&hayati
my tutee(:
. . friday,29.08.08 work finished as 2, so headed home & clepp I was damn tired larh met bby in the afternoon accompanied me to collect the donuts that yaya ordered for her friends &&&& we watched 4bia

Guess what the show starts at 2145 hee, my first time after so long k dapat keluar malam muacks* thankyou mama the movie, erm there’s actually four short stories &&&& the last one was damn scary the third one was funny… overall ok-movie &&& I went home at one that dae (: . .

saturday,30.08.08 took an MC, didn’t went to werk like seriously had very bad menstrual cramps in the mwaning but the pain when off after that the pain killers doesn’t werk on me I just need to cleep &&& everything would be ok . went to bby’s house got kenduri arwah initial plan was cancelled but its fine with me . I was actually mad with hym at first m e r a j o k!!!!! banget he knows&I know why don’t need to mention it here . . Went to the hair salon, Accompanied hys sis to cut hair I was tempted to cut my hair larh Everyone was like cutting concave

kak wani finally decided to cut her hair after much pestering from us
&&& she look great But I just washed&straighten my hair Help-out with the kenduri stuffs
&& was sent home
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sunday,31.08.08
went to geylang with the fam
as usual it was crowded
buat my other baju raye
(:
&&& look around for a new sofa
mama want to replace the so called old one at home
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end of my august 08
<3
&& hellloo september

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