i need
YOU ♥
&no one else
say it all OUT



kikin says HI(=

Photobucket

sexy twentyone
stubborn,menjeng,shy
love my bby<3
27.8.08 @ 11:14 AM
I WANT MR SUN TO SHINE PLS
i hate the weather can?
i wanna go to the beach larh
&&& its been raining
ughr!
.
.
im so bored larh now
bby sae ".......jng kua k"
hah.
then idk what to do
boring.boring.boring
sem 2 strts next wk, its like so fast & my hols are over
&&& not forgettting next wk darh strt puase
i'll be werking,schling,tutoring..
hope i can manage my time
.
.
actually there's lots to updates bout my weekends
& also pixes
but im lazy to transfer them from my hp to my lappy
hee
p e m a l a s
.
.
aniwae nice anot my new shades??

Labels:

back to top?
26.8.08 @ 10:28 PM
NOTICING ME
initial plan was cancelled today
i realised that i'm getting too sensitive over things
cry over small things
& that's what happen today
.
.
glad tt i could pull myself up
aniwaes....... got tuition just now
&& its my first time being a tutor with an outsider
usually teach my nephews
got to know that my tutees mom is my sis friend
ahax.
.
.
tiring day actually
before that i've checked the results which was released
ughr! still havent achieve my aim
&&&&
:'(

Labels:

back to top?
23.8.08 @ 9:43 PM
ONCE AGAIN
despite being superly happy yesterday
i breakdown & cry, late at night
i dont want to mention it here.
i guess i've been stuffing to much things in me
& when i look back at them
the fact is that i'm not as strong as i thought
i cnt run away from it
.
.
today was boring
it rain&rain&rain
so i watched tv, cook, plan next wk stuff, eat&eat
it's almost a week of not meeting taufiq
ireallymisshym
i dont understand how can this friend of mine dont meet hys gf for almost two mths
i cnt, but i guess they spent much time cntcting each other
sighs
.
.
i guess i must stop thinking bout all this stuffs
.........................
aniwaes, another new song add to my faved
novela cinta

Labels:

back to top?
22.8.08 @ 4:58 PM
DOUBLE HAPPINESS
I'm like superly HAPPY today
yeah!thnks to tt someone who make me look on the brightside
&&&& new FLIPFLOPS for me
.................................................
yesterday was spent with mama
straight after her work,
we went to the boutiqe & guess what???
aper lagi tempah my baju raye
.
.
while sally busy measuring
mum got a call from my bro
my niece fell, and hurt herself
haiyoo.
tt gurl uh
tk tau dudok diam
we rush to my bro's place
got to know she fell because she kpokpo follow the highjump gerl on tv
hee
cute karn
well, its a good thing she's ok
.........................................................
gg to start werk next week
finally after 2 years of not werking
&&&& the job hunting pays off larh
zarah bby, thnks for everything
goodluck in your new job, werking with those cute boys
hee
.
.
&&& guess what
there's another shikin at my work place hee
shikin.one&shikin.two
(:

Labels:

back to top?
21.8.08 @ 9:25 PM
APART FROM THAT
i need a break
away from all those things that bothers me
.
.
hope next week
i can get my mind off things by getting myself occupied
lets just distract myself
.
.
too many things to think about
:(

Labels:

back to top?
20.8.08 @ 11:05 PM
LEFT UNSAID
simply cant understand the situation
can you simply explain,
what's going on?????!!!

Labels:

back to top?
19.8.08 @ 11:14 AM
THE WAY IT IS
yesterdae was loved
initial plan was to visit my bro but i cnt seem to find my stuff
& mama was rushing
so i asked her to go jer
:(
well, i guess i'll visit hym next month
then, met ila
the purpose of meeting was to lend her my lappy
she want to use it to study her FTT at mcd but oopss
we catched a movie instead
money not enough II
great movie
super funny, with a mixture of sadness at the end
ok i cried a little in the end
a mother sacrifice
omg
.
.
a must watch hokay
............................................................
(:(:
.
.
.
going for an interview later
hope i get the job
i'm so bored at home
my routine everyday
wakeup.do the chores.eat.sleep.surfnet.eat.eat.
i guess im gaining weight
&& actually i plan to go on a diet
hmm, guess it didnt work out
.
.
well, heres last wks pixes while i was out with zarah
enjoy!

there's more pixies bt lazy to upload,seerry

Labels:

back to top?
18.8.08 @ 10:29 PM
PERSONAL INTEREST
ila bby
thnks for the treat
muacks***
.
.
more updates tmr
currrennttly missing mr taupik
sobs
:(

Labels:

back to top?
@ 12:37 PM
THOSE THINGS HIDDEN
things that i did was never enough for you
wth tt you want from me???!
.
.
.
you're blinded by your feelings and what other think
damn!

Labels:

back to top?
15.8.08 @ 10:31 AM
SUPOSED TOO
im damn bored
gt nothing to do
ughr!!!
.
.

Labels:

back to top?
12.8.08 @ 10:30 PM
SLURRPPP
met ila after school
yeah(:
she with her workmates
all so crazzzy
(:(:
so we all had swensens
while waiting fer the 'guys' to arrive
.
.
the 'guys' refer to pen aka afandi, amin, ikmal
if not wrg hee
i forgot their names
pen was like my classmate
really didnt expect to see hym
he was staring at me at yeah i dont notice it cause i was busy eating the icecream
ahax
kecoh arh drg
.
.
well, we just had desserts as the other gals gg to have their dinner ltr
me and ila headed off first leaving them
hee
tknk kacau daun ughr
lagipon we haf our own boyfies
hee(:
maybe meeting her again with shereen on friday
hope so
.
.
......................................
to dearest bby
imy

Labels:

back to top?
@ 12:30 PM
CUTTING IT SHORT
after yesterday's interview
i decide to cut my fringe
the aunty sae, u want the kukoo type uh?
hehe
cute karn.
i know i gatal wanna cut my fringe
but nvm, it'll grow back & be in time for hari raya
:)
.
.
the last day of sch today
only to teams
10 pple
presentation is replaced with games
oklarh karn
so slack
as you can see, i have the time to blog right now
.
.
bby's sick with a headache
hope hys ok
guess we're not meeting again
.
& me im down with a flu
irrrii sangatsangat
setsokseksok
ihateit
:(

Labels:

back to top?
11.8.08 @ 10:05 PM
REALIZING SOME FACTS
There's a purpose to life's events, to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry too hard.. You cant make someone love you, all you can do is to be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth.. The measure of love is when u love without measure.. In life there are very rare chances that you'll meet the person you love and loves you in return.. So once you have it don't ever let go, the chance might never come your way again.. It's better to lose your pride to the 1 you love,than to lose the 1 you love because of pride.. We spend too much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault with those we already love, when instead we should be perfecting the love we give.. When you truly love or care for someone, you don't look for faults , you don't look for answers , you don't look for mistakes.. Instead you fight the mistakes. you accept the faults and you overlook the excuses..
.
.
.

Labels:

back to top?
10.8.08 @ 11:55 PM
CLOSEN THE GAP
catched main-main cinta yesterday
& adam sang this song
this song is last year song, i guess
hehe
.
.
its about a state of confusion
love the lyrics
<3
.
.
Adakah diriku kau tak perlu lagi
Adakah cintaku kau tak perlu lagi
Adakah dirimu dah berubah hati terhadap diriku
Adakah insan lain bertakhta di hatimu
Hinggakan dirimu mengubah cintamu
Manakah janjimu yang kau beri dulu kepada diriku
Kau pernah berkata cintamu adalah selama-lamanya
Bulan menjadi saksi pada malam itu
Kau kata kau cinta
Sayangku dengarlah rintihan hatiku
Ingin kau kembali seperti dahulu
Kenangan di jiwa membuat ku rindu kepada dirimu
Kau pernah berkata cintamu adalah selama-lamanya
Bulan menjadi saksi pada malam itu
Kau kata kau cinta
Kiranya diriku kau tak perlu lagi
Simpanlah kenangan cinta kita di hati
Walaupun sukar, ku akur kali ini
Biarlah ku pergi
Maafkanlah ku bertanya

Ku Bertanya

Labels:

back to top?
@ 12:55 PM
TEMPTATION
harlooooos lovelies
its sunday
&&&&&&&&& im really lazy to go for class can
hehe
went to the doctor and accompanied mama to the pasar
its the usual sunday thingy
maybe later gg out to EXPO to have a look at the METRO SALE
(:(:(:(:
shop again
.
.
.
.
more updates later
& leaving you guys with yesterday pixes which i just uploaded
im v lazy to edit them
haha
aniwaes enjoy your day!!!!!!!!!
mama& me off to the weds
.
.
black is the chosen dress to wear
actually it's cause it been a long time since i wear it

dinner at 12, later karn? & i decided to wear this pants.....

i look fat karn.. bby uh ni, blame hym

Labels:

back to top?
9.8.08 @ 9:13 PM
NDP
omg
i had a bad dream&a wired dream
so wth&so eww
i cnt imagine things if it was gg to be true
-.-
aniwaes,,,,,,,,,,
the day was spent with fam
mama still not well yet
:(
well, i accompanied her to jemputan just now
& then we went nenek's hse
sooooooo near by
ahax
been a long time since i visited her
.
.
here's the awkward thing
while going to the jemputan
me&mama talk but lots of stuff
i dont usually share stuff with her
i mean talk to her bout what i feel or things like that
rarely, not that i dont at all
usually she would just give a one word answer thing
but this time round
it was diff, she gave her point of view &&&& more
:)
loves
.
.
didnt catch the firewrks this year
...........:(
but wdv it is
i had a great time today
&& seriously missing my taupik v much
.........................................................................................
gg to have dinner later
at mr.teh.tarik
(:
chao pps

Labels:

back to top?
8.8.08 @ 10:56 PM
LOOK INTO MY EYES
lovelies
Wednesday
....................................................
Problem 16 for photography
its about fashion
&& the team chose, earings to be the theme
well, everyone dressed up for the last prob
probly cause it'll be the last time we're using the studio things and the DSLRs
WELL.. it was a great time spent
(:jj help be my model(:
Well since didnt meet bby the day before,
cause tt someone S L E P T
thankgod fyp finish early
it was just about repeating the last stage of the experiment
but this time round both solutions were clear before mixture
so after fyp
met hym
&&&& yeah as said
got hym somestuff from messy
all time fav-ed store i guess, he kept getting things from there
idk what to buy for hym so i asked hym to get whateva he wants
gerek per(:
he tried on some shirts and hot-pants...
den finally decide on the things he want
we were then heading home, initial plan was to take the train
then, tt BONZO called stating tt mama getting mad
& she actually fell from her workplace
i was pissed larh, nvr tell me earlier..
if not i would have went home straight after sch
so guess wad?
took the taxi home...
$$$$
but nvmSUI earings, ahax we bought them
Thursday
.........................................................
nvr go school
accompany mama to poly to get her checks
the doc said that she's fine and there's noting wrong
&& headed to bedok as mama want to have a massage
had lunch there too
yumyum!!!
.
.
around 2 plus, get ready to go school
went out at 3..
yeah i know im late
had my final revision in the bus
reached wdls interchange at 4 plus, mins to UT
so i took the cab
&&&& the aunty was busy talking on the phone
she forget to press the hired button
i didnt realise it at first, haha
half way through then she press
well, it saved me some $$$
(:
came to class
&&& heared tt the lesson was SUPER SLACk
some said tt i'll be their last day for the semester, they dont want to come for the rest liow
:(
they took pictures w/ot me
HOW CAN!!!??
hehehehe
but after UT, they took again
... this time round i'm in itE56A gerls <33
yeah(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
.
.
no fyp so met bby after tt
was damn early, even though i take my time to lil' india...and as USUAL waited for hym
he said i looked selekeh larh
huh!
bad karn..
well,,,, something happen after tt
dont wanna mention it
it's over.taupik! i stole this pic from frenster..opps
cause tkder any new pixes of us
dont ask me why hor
idk,despite having the camera all the time
FRIDAY
.................................................
last day for bio-marketing
but the lesson was carried out as usual
there we're like only 7 ppl in the class at first but the rest kept coming in after 1st meeting
so from 2 teams, we had 3 teams instead
.
.
natasha bought us KFC&CANADIAN PIZZA
(:(:
we decided to give a lil something
so bought the poohbear pillow @ 7eleven and a card
hope she liked it
.
.
met eeffa after school
went to bugis village
i bought tees, after tawaf-ing many rounds hehe
&& we decided to walk-walk around arab street after that
took pixes larh
nice place mah(:self-timer pix
quite ok karn?

new garskin for my lappy, its so pinky plus cute i knoe(:

Labels:

back to top?
5.8.08 @ 10:18 PM
AS YOU WISH
having it YOUR way
fullstop
set the rules aites....
& we'll see how things go

Labels:

back to top?
@ 5:48 PM
BLINDED
current mood:
.IRRITATED.PISSED.TIRED.
.
.
.
ask me which part of tt YOU dont understand
!!!!!!!!!!!

Labels:

back to top?
@ 11:39 AM
ONE MINUTE THOUGHT
i wanna go home can?
skip this boring lesson.......
.
.
.

& i'll prove you wrong

Labels:

back to top?
4.8.08 @ 3:05 PM
RANDOM
class ended early and today's lesson was supper slack larh
and we have a lot of spare time till we dont know what to do
so we kill the tyme by going to the lib and checking out on the DVD's that we can loan
ahax.
i must say..
ct very sorry bout today!!!
:(
.
.
.
time check 1517 hrs
still a long way to go till UT starts
ughr
stupig UT, i have no mood to study sae
holiday mood aready
4 mre days to go
yeah!!!!
aniwaes, gg to meet taufiq after school
its been soooooo long since.. you know karn *mouthshut*
.............................................................
been wanting to blog bout this
but idk whats the purpose..
well here goes,
last week i caught up with her and we chat online
soo, i got to know damn lots of things that he used to hide from me
omg
all those things
i didnt expect it to be true, but yeah
after what sheila told me
&&&&&&&&&&& it explains everything
all hys actions towards me & stuff
*sighs*
i really feel cheated
but i'm glad i did the right move to leave hym
........guys cant be trusted, they're all the same
-.-

Labels:

back to top?
2.8.08 @ 10:56 PM
SO YOU STOLE MY HEART

went out with fam just now, leaving you guys with pixes..

...............................................................
i cant deny the fact tt i really to the MAX miss HYM
despite the fact, i mean the situation now
pfft.pfft.pfft

Labels:

back to top?
@ 2:30 PM
ANOTHER DAY
time check 1430
date check 2ND AUGUST 08
still at home
filled with boredem
.
.
.
initial plan was cancled
ughr!
another typical day
happy mthsary taufiq!!!!!!!!
-.-
.
.
still hoping fer tt mirical to happen

Labels:

back to top?
1.8.08 @ 11:29 PM
MINUTES AWAY
all i can say
*sighs*
updates tmr

Labels:

back to top?
hur love♥

Photobucket
hys my pillar of strength
hur guy♥

LAYOUT BANNER COLORS MINIICONS
bby imysm<


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Link