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26.1.08 @ 2:10 PM
MEMRIES
you dedicate this song to me
:'(
tidakkah engkaw tahu syg
betapaku syg padamu
kerna kaw insan yg ku cinta buat selamalamanya
tapi disebaliknya apa yg engkaw berikan padaku
kasih dan sygku tiadapilunya hatiku...
kini kau berubah...
kau tk seperti dulu
mengapa sygku
mengapakaw jadi begini
kini aku menyesal menyintaimu
kerna cintaku dipermainkan secukup-cukupnya
hampalah hatiku dengan percintaan
engkau membuatku tidak mahu cinta lagi
syg mengapa engkau permainkan cinta yg sudah kita bina
jikalaw kaw tk syg lagi berterus terang padaku
jgn engkau menyiksai aku
tk sanggup lagi ku menanggung
dugaan cinta yg kau beri terhadap diriku
sakitnya hatiku sampainya hatimu
kau tidak melayani seperti dahulu

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25.1.08 @ 9:18 PM
ANOTHER DAY

cherishing every single min spent
&& guess what left one more week to school hols
i'm need to get a job
plspls
i dont want to spent my two mths hols just doing nothing

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24.1.08 @ 9:53 PM
TODAY
haiyo school was damn boring today
ugh!!
had to go to school as i had to take my last test for the sem
&& i dont know whats wrong with me
feeling down
haix not sure why plus im bingit with my sis
grr
she seem to hate everything that i'm doing
EEE!!
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bby imissyou
:(
met you for awhile just now
tk cukop
hmm

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23.1.08 @ 8:31 PM
A NEW BEGINING
its been full of blahblah
i feel guilty of things; but i guess this is life huh
though i'm happy right now, i still think of hym
im sorry you
blame me for everything
what you're going through now its what i've been through in the past
i still remember things vividly
..you i am with her right now & i love her alot
haix
well, enough of the past right now
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dearest cyg thankyou for everything
gosh, i miss you so much right now
&& i cnt wait for tmr
(:

uat pe jer..;)

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17.1.08 @ 9:31 PM
LIKE FINALLY
i've finally told mr policemen about erfan
god knows what i feel
but that tyme i was like tawakal with whats going to happen after that
&&& he reacted like shock plus angry
phew!!
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to my dearest fren plspls begging you to take care of yourself
stop being a workaholic
&& see you tmr
thanks for the ride again
(:
loves

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@ 1:34 PM
HELL YEAH
omg !
this feelings within me,thery're unexplainable
cant wait for my sch to end
hehe
:)
updates later

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16.1.08 @ 10:48 PM
FIRST TIME
thanks again!!
for that comment
(:
really appriciate it
i know you're beautiful-lah
im yeah
wdv
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aniways i had fun today sitsitsit and easing my mind
&& you make me realise things that i've been searching for
ilikeyou

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15.1.08 @ 11:56 AM
THANKYOUs
you said that as if you knew whats really happening
but yeah
you dont hafta relate my past with now!!!
GRR
& i know im not like you&other gerls
...................................
aniwaes, i met hym yesterday
met aunty after so long
&& micky.. tt boy still cute but da besar sae
as usual cook,played cam games and lala
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i feel strange
he treated me like normal but..
i dont know
deep down im sad lar cause i feel that he's different in the insyde
..................................
hey mr
this is my blog
& i can say whatever i go thru and feel
this is where i let it out
plus you cant just blame others

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11.1.08 @ 2:14 PM
YESTERDAY

waiting for the rain to STOP

caught in the traffic jam yesterdae
&& i reached school at 9plusplus
guess what yeah i skipped school
maybe cause of someone pestering me too..
blahblah
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wadever it is
never thought yesterday we could meet
but yeah we did
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engross with puzzlebubble

check each others hp
hehe
funny+hurt+wadever=i dont care
we realise how much we change ever since tt day
thers a gap between us, yeah we notice it
but not sure will it widen? drifting us away
time will tell-lah
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in the mean time
i know i got to be honest to mrpolicemen
cause i dont want to hurt hys feelings when he got to know the real me
will he be ok?
i hope so
brr..
.........................................................
aniwaes, mumy's back home now after many weeks
hehe
welcome home mama
mwaks!!!<3

nk kishkish.. getting CUTER each dae(;

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9.1.08 @ 9:27 PM
WHEN KARMA HITS BACK
not sure what to feel
when things suddenly go. . .
B O O M
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should i?

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7.1.08 @ 9:21 AM
GET A GRIP BABE
i find myself lost in god knows where
my reflections dosent seem to tell me who i am
i lost the identity that i once knew
& now i dont know what to do
&& i dont know what i want
things kept changing everyday & i cant keep on with the pace
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is there something that i could hold on to?
i want to giving up on things
its just not right
i cant cope with being me&mommy
its just damn HARD
:'(:'(:'(:'(

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6.1.08 @ 3:18 PM
USELESS
im
PISSED
PISSED
PISSED
PISSED
tnx to you

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3.1.08 @ 9:51 PM
BE MINE
It's a good thing, tears never show in the pouring rain
As if a good thing ever could make up for all the pain
There'll be no last chance to promise to never mess it up again
Just a sweet pain of watching your back as you walk
As I'm watching you walk away
And now you're gone it's like an echo in my head
And I remember every word you said
It's a cold thing you never know all the ways
I tried It's a hard thing faking a smile when
I feel like I'm falling apart inside
And now you're gone it's like an echo in my head
And I remember every word you said
And you never were, and you never will be mine
No, you never were, and you never will be mine
For the first time, there's no mercy in your eyes
And the cold wind is hitting my face and you're gone
And you're walking away
And I'm helpless sometimes
Wishing's just no good
Cause you don't see me like
I wish you would
Cause you never were, and you never will be mine
No, you never were, and you never will be mine
There's a moment to seize everytime that we meet
But you have always keep passing me by
But you never were, and you never will be mine
(I saw you at the station, you had your arm around Whats her name? She had on that scarf I gave you you got down to tie her laces)
(You looked happy and that's great)
(I just miss you, that's all)
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i like this song

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2.1.08 @ 10:01 PM
0000HRS
happy bdae to ME
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tough it started out badly today
due to toot!!!
malas nak mention it here
it ended quite sweet
:):)
went out shopping with yasmin
shopshopshop
orchard-bugis
so many SALES going on
bought lots of things
plus pwesents from the gerls
tnkstnks
mwaks*
...............................
mr policemen thanks for being good to me
but i'm still unsure of things
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