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31.12.07 @ 10:57 PM WISHES MWAKS TO ALL SWEET<3s may you have the sweetest 2008 darls thnks bbys!! me&my lover boy Labels: mwaks back to top?
@ 10:13 PM NEW omgs!! its lyk the 31st of december counting down now to a brand new year 2008 ...well i decided to recap on the most unforgettable moments in 2007 *1.the most happiest moments* celebrating my birthday with the fam, everyone was ther. im the hapiest gerl that day. . when i saw erfan for the first tyme after going thru labour. omg, i dont know how to put it in words. its the most beautiful thing ever happen to me. . to see hym, carrying erfan for the first tyme. actually it was to azan erfan. its so touching. . the tymes when we were a family. went out together,just us. *2.the most hurtful moment* getting to know i was pregnant & being left alone to go thru times when i need hym the most. . the day after my bdae, my father passed away.it was so shocking. nothing could replace hym in my heart.:'(. . my siblings criticizeing me. for being a stupid gerl whenever im with hym. haiz. its like i've been thru alotlot. & im turning 19 real soon plus being a mum. i dont know where i get the strength to move on in life going thru such harsh things.i wonder would there be more things in store for me.people say"everything happen for a reason"i guess its true. some things happen to wake us up from going on the wrong path. had somesort like a party at my hse just now. <33 && i cant wait.i want to lyk really start a new,forgetting the bad things thats always pulling me bck. well this are what i want to achive in 2008can i dear god? Labels: bubye 2007 back to top?
28.12.07 @ 8:41 PM DAYS three more days before its goodbye 2008 plus five more days to ehem im not sure what i'm going to do on that day it's sad to celebrate it alone mum's overseas, sis werking, fwens skooling :( & im going to be LONELY on the day i should be happy ................see how it goes uh. niwes i pampered and occupied all my quiet time going out with my babies &&shopping just to ferget that GUY haha it works, im not thinking of hym much & as days goes by it'll be ok and i GOT OVER HYM i dont want my 2008 to be tinted like 2007 plspls dear god(: . . . i wanna go for that FOC make-over thing but must wait for dear mummy to get bck home cnt wait!! Labels: 2008 back to top?
27.12.07 @ 6:42 PM SAY WDV haha that boy nvr change why must he kept on blaming others uh? so say wdv as long as it dosent put your heart in a mess baby Labels: hotel kaper back to top?
26.12.07 @ 10:08 PM YEAH Labels: i need them back to top?
@ 8:39 PM MOVING ON If I could hold you close Like you were never gone If I could hear your voice You'd tell me to be strong . But sometimesI just can't I just don't understand Why you had to go I guess I'll never know . Ain't it funny how you think You're gonna be OK Till you remember things ain't never Gonna be the same again . Ain't it crazy how you think You've got your whole life planned Just to find that it was never ever In your hands . If I could get to you I'd be there in a minute My world don't make no sense Not without you in it And sometimesI just cry Can't say I Don't know why But why'd you have to go? And leave me here alone what's left is just memries of me&hym:'( , things happen so fast yet it's hard to erase it away Labels: i'll miss hym back to top?
24.12.07 @ 8:28 PM ALL I NEED TO KNOW just got to know something haix it sucks really its a repeatition of everything im sick of all this things . . thank god i got to share it with someone why must things be this way its so unclear of things . . whatever in store i will just have to accept it idk what he actually want yeah i know he's mad cause i kept bugging hym with things that he don't want to admit . . it seems now he's up with what he promise with my bro-in-law we're drifting away & i have to look forward & maybe let it go i don't want to be hurt again aniway i love my new very own SKIN(: HAIX Labels: confession back to top?
23.12.07 @ 9:30 PM DENIAL i'm not sure of whats happening in my life i'm scared of me me making dumb decisions my siblings all kept reminding me of my past & yet they post an option for us whatever happens its not in my hands i'll just pray that the decision made would be what he really wants i'm worn out thinking of this i need to distract my mind ever since that day things just worsen let fate takes it's place & let time tell for the mean time, i need to gain back the trust that i lost i can't be sitting home the whole time till my holiday end christmas is coming, & i havent bought anything for my darls omg! but i have things in mind for them(: hope i can accomplish all my plans for this week before 2008 & counting down ..11 more days ehemehem giggles i missh cupcake :( Labels: termination back to top?
21.12.07 @ 9:30 PM WDV things just will repeat by itself . . some just dont chnge & cnt admit their mistake Labels: lies back to top?
14.12.07 @ 10:46 PM DIRECTIONS PLS eno elbanialpxenu gnileef emos tsuj tnod dnatsrednu & emussa sgniht . . is it? me or am i playing dumb Labels: lie low back to top?
13.12.07 @ 9:42 PM SWEET LURVE school was somesort fun thers this new fac which took over my class fer today & the remaining of the semester :) tmr would be the last day of school before the hols started school would re-open on the 7th of jan 08 hee that's after my b'dae cupcakes planning to do a pit to celebrate but not sure-lah erm..wonder how 2008 would be like? . . . niwaes had dinner wif cupcake and hys cuz it was a treat-lah cause someone got hys pay yumyum the pics are still in my hp lazy to upload . . i miss my mom had a quick chat with her just now great to hear thats everythings fine :) Labels: hopes back to top?
11.12.07 @ 10:55 PM HIDE&SEEK my young lions lost the match today ugh!! nvm they still have the third place to play for plspls win(: . . niwaes went to the movies today with cupcake&ila coincidentally met my sister oops!! damn scared lah cause i shouldn't be hanging around wif cupcake or else i get killed by her nagging plus yelling of advise thankgod nothing happen my sis didnt make a big fuss out of it like she usually do i hate it, everytime she does that . . watched tatooist hehe the hero look so cool&cute lah && the only word that i remember from that movie was pe'ah hehe lots of cool tatoos to look out for in this movie my fav was the one the heroin tatooed on her bck garden-like thing so-DAMN-beautiful Labels: till when? back to top?
8.12.07 @ 9:19 PM MUMMY I MISH MY MUMMY she went haj yesterdae :( i went all teary yesterdae cnt hold bck cause i know things wound be different without her &&& i miss her alot hope she's fine . . cupcake gg to get me those lovely ADIDAS SLIPPERS one for me, one for hym plspls!! :) . . two more weeks to my hols pp's over selected my electives(: next sem, i just need to finish the remaing CE pts plus FYP . . going JB probly monday shop.shop.shop gg to get lots of things for me,cupcake plus bby skipping school again somesort miss school haiyoo ..kikin..kikin Labels: misses back to top?
5.12.07 @ 12:06 AM ASSORTMENT many many things are hapening this week haiyo im so tired finally i finish my poster, must print it early in the morning tmr having my presentation at 1 plus hee. nervous to the max cause there's 3 accessors it's lyk going for audition its either going to be a pass or fail thing im-so-scared niwaes plan to collect sunshine passport tmr & may be eat at beach road again TBC.. niwaes im missing my fren probly he's busy with hys competition good luck ugh must admit that hys msges just left me melting cause it's damn sweet haha ........................................ deep dwn i knoe tt things would change when your gone to fullfill your dreams toodles tyme fer me to zzz nytes* Labels: adaptation back to top?
2.12.07 @ 11:37 PM NOT ME not knowing why.. not knowing why.. not knowing why.. Labels: publicize the chnge back to top?

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